I Just Can’t.

Lately these words have become my mantra. It took me most of my adult life to learn how to use them but now that I know them I say them often. I. Just. Can’t. I find that this sentiment of “I just can’t” is applicable to an array of life circumstances. From chores to child rearing and everything in between. Lately I have used it as a form of exasperation. I started goat walks as a hobby with my kids during the pandemic. We did it, just the three of us, because we wanted a new way to enjoy the goats and it was super fun.

People saw us walking our goats and they wanted to walk them too, and so a business was born. Over the past few years we have worked hard to take a piece of raw land and turn it into a place where others can come and enjoy our animals. The money we bring in goes right back out to care for the animals. The expense of running a ranch can not be overstated. Like everything else in the world the costs associated with animals has gone up dramatically. Here is a list of what we spend money on (every week): hay, minerals, grains (7 different types), medications, basic equipment like halters and leashes, bedding, shelters, produce, veterinary bills, wormer, vaccines, hoof care, shearing costs and the list goes on. These are just the measurable items that require legal tender.

Then there are the expenses that no one sees. I am out the door every morning, rain or shine, to feed 100+ animals and then do it all over again two more times that day. We carry water, shovel manure, mend fences, build the next shelter, clean them, brush them, walk them, train them and care for them. There are also expenses that simply have no measure like making end of life decisions, saying goodbye to animals you have loved like family; walking into a pen to find a sick or dying animal and grieving them ever after. Ranch life is not for the faint of heart.

Caring for animals in a proper and loving fashion takes a loving and compassionate heart, 60 to 80 hours of time each week, and a lot of money. Make no mistake I am not complaining, I am explaining. We love what we do and are grateful we are able to bring the joy of animals to so many people. Lately we have made a few people unhappy because we employ a no refund policy. We set this policy because our time and capacity are very limited. If you purchase a ticket and are not able to use it please consider giving it to a friend or family member. If no one can use the tickets then consider it a donation to our newly established 501(c)(3), Not By Luck Ranch Animal Sanctuary.

And so, I just can’t. I can’t keep defending the no refund policy. Please know that we are profoundly thankful for all of you who show up and share the love. Lately I have felt the “I Just Can’t” deep in my soul, but then you visit for a goat walk or bonfire and my faith in what we do is restored. Thankfully God gave me resiliency and I love what I do so I just keep on keeping on. Goat snuggles help :)

Spring showed a glimpse of it’s arrival last week and it was glorious. Baby goats have hit the ground and snuggle sessions are posted on the website. If you need a recharge I can assure you goats will strike your spirit, so don’t be a stranger and come visit soon!